My Day:)

Well life is okaay right now, not alot of problems. Well i was wif my fishy today very funny, Fries didnt wanna get eating LMAOO!! Inside joke. School was normal , its school so honestly nothing new. nothing really to write about so i'll write later if anything!!

Scared Ass hell

Hi well i know that i havent blogged in about 2 days but been pretty busy. Well this weekend was very intresting. On Friday i went to carasauga really fun and came home slept woke up i hanged out wif my lover. Then in the afternoon i went again to carasauga really fun was wif my bestie andrea and aleja. We went home around 12 was really tired. The way i was woken up on sunday was really something AT 4 IN THE MORNING!!! all i hear is my mom coming into the room telling me something very sad. I ran out cant really say what happened but just i thank God it wasnt anything seriouse. i went back to sleep around 6 and woke up around 11, i ate my favorite breakfast, spanish breads(really good)I went shopping got some new clothes really cute.Well head up my penguin im here for you dont worry. I dont know what i would of done if anything happend to her.Well school was fun, even though my bumb wasnt there , it was still fun wif blond kid, Ryan gave me a headache wif the soccer ball , but oh well blondy made me feel better. thats all that happened today blog later

Sick

Well im sick today :( bummer!! I was gonna go to landds wif my penguin buddy but i didnt have enough money, according to Penguin didnt have enough monday!!LMAO i love her. Well today i might go to the movies wif some friends, hopefully goes well. I dont feel really good so i dont know how its gonna go but oh well. Yesterday was Carasauga really cool bought some cute colombian things. I love my parents even though sometimes they piss me off like crazy. Im still having problems wif valeria, were not talkin like at all. I wish things would get better wif her. Thats my day so far I'll write later for more!

Ok Day

I have an okaay day thank God some things are getting better. Hopefully things wif me and valeria also get better. Well today my baby annie wasnt at school so i didnt go wif the guys alot, oh well. We still have a substitute thats a bitch, holy shitwe hate her , hopefully ms.tropea comes back. Well im going to this thing called carasauga hopefully i see some cute guys(kidding) Well its friday so pretty normal day, im going to wonderland tomorow wif my penguin so happy, gonna be live!! Thats pretty much it, finally a good day.

Dont Know What To Do:(

Well im absolutley out of my mind so lost. I think i might of lost my bestst friend in the entire world . Just because i wanted everyone to be friends and really wanted to be nice to everyone. I dont know what to do im so confused. I would do anything for her to make it up to her. If i could have one wish i would redo sunday and do it over the right way. On the other hand things are getting good at school, people are becoming really good friends, its almost the end of the year so most likely couples are gonna start happening thats what also happens at the end. This might sound kina of corny but last night i looked up at the stars and counted 10 stars , for the people that know me the 10th letter of the alaphet is the letter of my crush. I didnt go to school today, i might go after 12. Thats whats on my mind right now so hopefully, things will get better or go back to the way they were.

Fuck my life!

God help me please i dont know what to do im so confused and pissed off. Well yesterday i went to wonderland wif like 3 diffrent groups of people but the groups kept getting split up. i didnt know what to do i was so stressed , i had to make a really big decision i think i may of made the wrong one but i had already made it, i really wanted to be wif valeria and dianis but i felt bad for nataly cause i knew she would feel left out , im not mean person to someone that is tryin so hard to be my friend. What the hell is wrong wif me why do i make so many stupid decisions. Gosh im so lost, even though i had a really great time i cant help but to feel that they hate me now and thats the last thing i wanted to happen , i need someone to please just end all this drama why cant everyone put aside there diffrences and just get along. Fuck i need help. I wanna just kill myself so this all ends, damnit. Im sorry if i make bad decisions i guess i cant be perfect. Im sorry alirght thats all i can say im sorry i tryed my best to stay wif everybody i even cryed cause i felt so bad. PLEASE im just hoping whoever is mad that they will understand what happened and that things will just go back to normal, if not i guess i have to learn not to want everybody to be friends. Just please dont be mad at me!!:(

Love

Well i know its saturday and all but i couldnt go on yesterday. Well yesterday was a really good day it was really fun. My Wiiffey wasnt there until the end of the day, luckily she came. i didnt really spend time wif the guys during school, but then after school we were gonna stay at the feild, but we couldnt cause the school had soccer. So we ended up goin to flordale(the park) wif ryan, jean, annie, marcela ,aded, and edwin, pretty live. we took pictures ,it was windy so i ended up wearing alien fingers sweater, it was really warm, he was being extra nice to me , cause his girlfriend wasnt there, i sat on his lap, felt kinda wierd , we were together the whole time, it was really fun, around 4:30 i had to go i said by to everyone , and he said what no hug and kiss i was like omg so i gave him a hug , i felt like i had driffted into heaven sounds dumb AMAZING , Well that was my day.