Dont Know What To Do:(

Well im absolutley out of my mind so lost. I think i might of lost my bestst friend in the entire world . Just because i wanted everyone to be friends and really wanted to be nice to everyone. I dont know what to do im so confused. I would do anything for her to make it up to her. If i could have one wish i would redo sunday and do it over the right way. On the other hand things are getting good at school, people are becoming really good friends, its almost the end of the year so most likely couples are gonna start happening thats what also happens at the end. This might sound kina of corny but last night i looked up at the stars and counted 10 stars , for the people that know me the 10th letter of the alaphet is the letter of my crush. I didnt go to school today, i might go after 12. Thats whats on my mind right now so hopefully, things will get better or go back to the way they were.