My Day:)

Well life is okaay right now, not alot of problems. Well i was wif my fishy today very funny, Fries didnt wanna get eating LMAOO!! Inside joke. School was normal , its school so honestly nothing new. nothing really to write about so i'll write later if anything!!

Scared Ass hell

Hi well i know that i havent blogged in about 2 days but been pretty busy. Well this weekend was very intresting. On Friday i went to carasauga really fun and came home slept woke up i hanged out wif my lover. Then in the afternoon i went again to carasauga really fun was wif my bestie andrea and aleja. We went home around 12 was really tired. The way i was woken up on sunday was really something AT 4 IN THE MORNING!!! all i hear is my mom coming into the room telling me something very sad. I ran out cant really say what happened but just i thank God it wasnt anything seriouse. i went back to sleep around 6 and woke up around 11, i ate my favorite breakfast, spanish breads(really good)I went shopping got some new clothes really cute.Well head up my penguin im here for you dont worry. I dont know what i would of done if anything happend to her.Well school was fun, even though my bumb wasnt there , it was still fun wif blond kid, Ryan gave me a headache wif the soccer ball , but oh well blondy made me feel better. thats all that happened today blog later

Sick

Well im sick today :( bummer!! I was gonna go to landds wif my penguin buddy but i didnt have enough money, according to Penguin didnt have enough monday!!LMAO i love her. Well today i might go to the movies wif some friends, hopefully goes well. I dont feel really good so i dont know how its gonna go but oh well. Yesterday was Carasauga really cool bought some cute colombian things. I love my parents even though sometimes they piss me off like crazy. Im still having problems wif valeria, were not talkin like at all. I wish things would get better wif her. Thats my day so far I'll write later for more!

Ok Day

I have an okaay day thank God some things are getting better. Hopefully things wif me and valeria also get better. Well today my baby annie wasnt at school so i didnt go wif the guys alot, oh well. We still have a substitute thats a bitch, holy shitwe hate her , hopefully ms.tropea comes back. Well im going to this thing called carasauga hopefully i see some cute guys(kidding) Well its friday so pretty normal day, im going to wonderland tomorow wif my penguin so happy, gonna be live!! Thats pretty much it, finally a good day.

Dont Know What To Do:(

Well im absolutley out of my mind so lost. I think i might of lost my bestst friend in the entire world . Just because i wanted everyone to be friends and really wanted to be nice to everyone. I dont know what to do im so confused. I would do anything for her to make it up to her. If i could have one wish i would redo sunday and do it over the right way. On the other hand things are getting good at school, people are becoming really good friends, its almost the end of the year so most likely couples are gonna start happening thats what also happens at the end. This might sound kina of corny but last night i looked up at the stars and counted 10 stars , for the people that know me the 10th letter of the alaphet is the letter of my crush. I didnt go to school today, i might go after 12. Thats whats on my mind right now so hopefully, things will get better or go back to the way they were.

Fuck my life!

God help me please i dont know what to do im so confused and pissed off. Well yesterday i went to wonderland wif like 3 diffrent groups of people but the groups kept getting split up. i didnt know what to do i was so stressed , i had to make a really big decision i think i may of made the wrong one but i had already made it, i really wanted to be wif valeria and dianis but i felt bad for nataly cause i knew she would feel left out , im not mean person to someone that is tryin so hard to be my friend. What the hell is wrong wif me why do i make so many stupid decisions. Gosh im so lost, even though i had a really great time i cant help but to feel that they hate me now and thats the last thing i wanted to happen , i need someone to please just end all this drama why cant everyone put aside there diffrences and just get along. Fuck i need help. I wanna just kill myself so this all ends, damnit. Im sorry if i make bad decisions i guess i cant be perfect. Im sorry alirght thats all i can say im sorry i tryed my best to stay wif everybody i even cryed cause i felt so bad. PLEASE im just hoping whoever is mad that they will understand what happened and that things will just go back to normal, if not i guess i have to learn not to want everybody to be friends. Just please dont be mad at me!!:(

Love

Well i know its saturday and all but i couldnt go on yesterday. Well yesterday was a really good day it was really fun. My Wiiffey wasnt there until the end of the day, luckily she came. i didnt really spend time wif the guys during school, but then after school we were gonna stay at the feild, but we couldnt cause the school had soccer. So we ended up goin to flordale(the park) wif ryan, jean, annie, marcela ,aded, and edwin, pretty live. we took pictures ,it was windy so i ended up wearing alien fingers sweater, it was really warm, he was being extra nice to me , cause his girlfriend wasnt there, i sat on his lap, felt kinda wierd , we were together the whole time, it was really fun, around 4:30 i had to go i said by to everyone , and he said what no hug and kiss i was like omg so i gave him a hug , i felt like i had driffted into heaven sounds dumb AMAZING , Well that was my day.

Tired:S

Hi well very wierd day! Today it was french cafe at my school so we were pretty busy. Well today alien fingers was acting pretty nice to me ,he sat on my lap today. He asked me to sit in his but i didnt wanna for his girlfriend. Well i wish on everything that is possible to wish on that they break up for good like officialy over each other DAMN!! I honestly think i have mental issues for liking this kid so much. Well the reason i actually like him is because his eyes just make me fall for him , his smile, his friendship, the way he makes me laugha , and just the way he makes me feel. Even though he may act like a jerk , the time me and him spend together makes me realize how he truly is. Well then theres my bumb that i love him so much hes so cute but i wanna like him so i can get over alien fingers but i guess i cant. Well on the other hand the guys are getting wif me and my wiffey , even though i can tell they like her more than me. I wanna be super close wif dem i love the way they play around wif us and i dont know what i would do without them. Everytime i think about the times i've had wif them i always have a smile on my face. Grad is coming up really close and im praying that it goes well. I cant wait for highschoo babbeey! Another problem im having is wif my friend that i love her so much but i feel that shes slipping away, i wish things were the same wif me and her i miss her to much!! im sick also so that sucks major headache!!:( kaays thats pretty much my feelings!!

Sad Day:(

Hey im really pissed off and sad. Reasons why is cause theres these guys im friends wif but sometimes i dont like the way they treat the gurls but honestly there fun and funny to be around. theres 2 of them that i really care about but its hard cause one of them has a gf and shyte and the other just doesnt care about anyone. idk but i wanna get there attentions especially one of them (not saying who) but theres something about him that i want and like. well i had that i cant be wif them and shyte and that they are slipping away:( hopefully they come back! Also I Just litteraly wanna move to china to get away from here man like so many fakes and wanna bes in this country that i honestly can say i only have about 4 people i can count on no matter what and they are my Penguin my LaLa my Poo and my wifeeey Annie

My Day

Kaay so hi kinda new to bloggin but whatevva!
So last night i kept thinking bout this guy that everyone says i should date
my nickname for him is teddybear i call him that cause he so much fun to snuggle with.
Sounds kinda creepy but oh well. Well lately hes gotten a little grabby and playin around more.
Hes a really good friend so idk how he feels about me. Im confused right now cause i got like 3 guys on my mind. Dont think im a slut or anything just idk who i have feelings for or how i like more. Well these my Amor, Alien Fingers, and of course Teddy Bear. Mi amor is a really good friend that i adore from the states , i used to date him for like more than 2 years, i miss him like crazy but lately ive been having some problems wif him idk what to do cause i cant get over him, he will always be in my heart thats for sure. Then there Alien Fingers, omg so much drama wif this kid but everytime i always end of liking him again i honestly do not know what i see him but w.e cause he has a gf right now , either way my heart still has feelings for him. Teddy Bear is a great friend, were getting really close and stuff , but lately hes been being diffrent wif me and like flirting alot wif me and then all my friends that know us say that we should date but i dont know how he feels and i dont know how i feel about him. Well wif friends also ive been having some drama cause they have been ignoring me and shyte. i feel like my friends are replacing me wif another person and i dont like it. Well thats my day and feelings